a summary

placement in rehabilitation centers is based on 'insight,' which is a real-time and over-time analysis of where you would likely be the best fit, here, or away from here, depending on many factors, including local clients and staff.  you always leave in pairs.  this means the events leading to your spiral out are planned in threes, including one to actually unlock the door.  strange that nothing happens directly, else there is a complicated setup on a walk-out, and the energy is pretty much at a standstill.

the spiral out is sereptitious, wherein the bulk of people will never see you leave, nor know where you went.. including immediate staff.  odd that mystery.

to look at why it is that way, we have to acknowledge the 'hot' in the room; that energy which is ACDC on a person, and reacts with every path, circular, line, point, and the rest, through any manner of states.  you will feel it when you are hot, and when you are not, it will heat up -- as a memory immediate and over time if you don't react and rebalance.  medication also mucks up the paths, or can, or can provide a buffer so that choices don't get way off the rails too quickly; however, choice and options to be free are truly the objective, for all.  consider the staff doesn't wish to be jailed, neither.

so there are facts of what is expected, or what was, used to work, and what is inevitable with physics and chemistry in this hot environment.  so why are we all mashed together? well how else should we be..  to appear normal in one of these environments is to discredit the micro spaces that one allows to flourish and create space for others to likewise, find you, hear you, and discover and share your light.

even mentioning it draws laughter, or skeptisism, or, really, as known, a slight ball-fondling feeling.  damn.  so back to the 'being hot' phenomenon.  if you are seen, you are felt, and known for a duration of your paths crossing, at least until you unhook, or time passes as in the night, off the floor, and while the wall relax.  each person discovers their talents in this environment, and how to cope, through signing, and movement, talking, and repeating.  i.e. you may say something that you hear in your inner ear, then repeat it as it becomes solid, i.e. amplified by nearby listeners.  this is the radio in our bones. (teeth are radio)

(a slight yelling is heard) what we choose to listen to.. to all, or near or far, depends on the path we want to make, which jump.

the dialog which happens, happens in the body, between bodies, minds, eyes, hands, feet, and other clutches, lifts, fondles, or the like, to help you, the group, or others and their groups, be as natural and want-satisfying as possible.  in an ideal world, nobody gets in each others way, and everybody gets what they want, only being seen by the parties that are participating.  that is the micro spacing.  communication and positivity is key, and while not everything relates to oneself, it sort of does if you consdider your radio.  don't eavesdrop, but operate normally.  pauses mean you're listening.  in these situations you may be in somebody's planned spacing, or out of touch with your ideal spacing.

snap crackle pop.  the other side effect of being hot, is the physicality, as mentioned previously.  fat and cartilege give way, and weight loss occurs as an opposite reaction to consuming food.  also the bowel system slows, so is less frequent, and takes with it energy and blood (if you consume meat).   so a bit of irreplaceable you, is left behind in the bowl, or is burned off into your glands and flake off.  the other thing about 'water' is that it takes energy to heat it up and cool it down, so if you drink ice water, you're body burns calories to heat it up to body temp, which increases body temp.  likewise, heated water is already hot, and cannot readily be cooled down by your body.  additionally, salt in hot AC water will burn away skin, and the skin becomes non-repairable. i.e. it doesn't heal (hah hah) the way normal skin would heal.  think of rings of a tree.. it recovers as it grows but never quite heals.  common damage due to hot water is, as they say, the tires. those insulators, feet.  and hands and face.  careful note, alcohol exacerbates hotness, and internal consumption would damage digestion in a similar fashion, and while I havn't seen it, I've been warned as many times as I can imagine.  basically things would clog up, and the pumps etc would cause all sorts of blockages, i.e. a painful slow death.

so food in this scenerio, is strange to consider, yummy as it is, sugar and salts, and well, all sorts of organic food, and killer meats, kill slowly.  the only alternative is to do what's called 'mindful eating,' wherein you share motion and activity, blood motion, to extend the non-desire to eat. and drink.  and stay out of direct sunlight.

and that is the noise for today.